Numb.

I will walk on, and obstacles will block me. Arrows will be shot through me. Fore will burn me. Water will attempt to drown me. When I cannot walk anymore, I'll crawl forward, with the roil of emotions in my head for company. I'll move forward mechanically until finally, the day comes when I cannot anymore. And there I'll stop and cease to exist, alone, while the world that has been passing me by continues on as usual.

(Hasty) reflections

Ho, I've not logged into Blogger for so long and look what happened to them.. got a new look! I suppose things change, along with people, huh... The milieu we live in is just that, constantly changing. I think I've mentioned somewere before that I'm not one to like changes very much, even on trips overseas. So, anyway. In the past two months,
- I've had my biosoc farewell
- Chorale trip to Austria; Czech Republic, Olomouc (where I've previously been to, so it was deja vu and very welcome, though I did wish for a different hotel...); Poland, Krakow for choir competition; then back to Czech Republic, Prague
- Last Biosoc outing for J2s (informal)
- Some more personal stuff which I may touch very briefly on... mostly bad, though. I realised though I've mostly gained, I've caused her harm... feel very guilty about it, always. What to do? Hopefully it wasnt all harm?
- Got to know a chorale J2 friend closer, even through his blog.

Now, since I've got no time I will not blog more now. But the stress from exam is piling on ever since I returned and I've about one and a half weeks left to prepare. So much things to do, so little time.... sigh. Hope I can finish what I need to do. Which is in itself very difficult, since I'm basically a sloth at heart, and perhaps (but hopefully not) a coward too.