Ah-ha. The practice of using a full-stop to conclude my blog post title is back with this post. At least for now. Maybe it signifies a shift back towards more emo periods. If you would look through my blog posts from the first few to the later ones (NOT including this month's. Wherein many stuff happened, to put it very simply.) you would fine that the general tone of my voice has changed and become quite a lot happier, and consequently, quite alot more cutesy and childish (is what I think).
I got the rare moment of returning home alone without spamming people on whatsapp and/or SMSes today. It gave me the chance of revisiting my inner emo. I don't know if it's welcome or not, but even though some things do change, sometimes others would have stayed comfortingly, reassuringly constant. Anyways... shall keep it short and go straight to the main story of the day. And then fall sound asleep.
So, a dear friend of mine fell sick, somewhat, in the morning.
It broke my heart somewhat,because when you see someone whom you know is generally healthy and happy-go-lucky etc fall sick, presumably due to how things have been developing (falling sick is NOT a good signal). And blah blah but i just dozed off twice already, so who cares...
The other friend, too, has been sick for quite a llong while but I'm not going to say anythin because he's just quite seriously stupid. According to my point of view. I mean, sure, good that you're dedicated to your friends, but health first, no? Everything else can happen afterew[a[waes[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
oops. So anw.... yea. Felt realyly bad expecally when i clarified a little more during individual convos. I want to do something for them.. can't go over and hug them tho (sigh) but what else? i can only smile weakly, give a bitter smile, and pray (to anyone who'd listen) that they get better. I think the discussions took everything out of their mental and physical health... while due to my nature (at times a huge curse, but perfect for forgetting things that need ot be forgotten) i was having it much much easier. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk oh shit really skeeping. K bye bye.
I got the rare moment of returning home alone without spamming people on whatsapp and/or SMSes today. It gave me the chance of revisiting my inner emo. I don't know if it's welcome or not, but even though some things do change, sometimes others would have stayed comfortingly, reassuringly constant. Anyways... shall keep it short and go straight to the main story of the day. And then fall sound asleep.
So, a dear friend of mine fell sick, somewhat, in the morning.
It broke my heart somewhat,because when you see someone whom you know is generally healthy and happy-go-lucky etc fall sick, presumably due to how things have been developing (falling sick is NOT a good signal). And blah blah but i just dozed off twice already, so who cares...
The other friend, too, has been sick for quite a llong while but I'm not going to say anythin because he's just quite seriously stupid. According to my point of view. I mean, sure, good that you're dedicated to your friends, but health first, no? Everything else can happen afterew[a[waes[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[
oops. So anw.... yea. Felt realyly bad expecally when i clarified a little more during individual convos. I want to do something for them.. can't go over and hug them tho (sigh) but what else? i can only smile weakly, give a bitter smile, and pray (to anyone who'd listen) that they get better. I think the discussions took everything out of their mental and physical health... while due to my nature (at times a huge curse, but perfect for forgetting things that need ot be forgotten) i was having it much much easier. kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk oh shit really skeeping. K bye bye.
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